My 2020 summer

2020 summer was different. I don’t really know where it started. It felt like the whole time that I was not physically at school but we had to do school it was a break for me. I had a lot of me time, a lot of time to think about my future, who I am, what I want, friends…who are wake, family. I spent time with only a few friends that my parents were okay with me seeing. I ran a whole lot in the beginning but then towards the middle I became lazy. I didn’t run or workout for about a month and I felt down. Although, I’m a hard worker so I got back into it and felt a lot better. I was talking to a boy, pretty much the only person I talked to. He has feelings for me but I don’t. We got to know each other so much and it was difficult because we both thought one of us would ghost each other. I cried, HE cried. Thank fully we are fine now and he’s become one of my best friends. Anyway, I also went to Washington state and had so much fun because I went with my childhood best friend and we got to see so much. Seeing the stars at night, swimming in the ice cold water. It was an amazing experience. My me time was scary sometimes. I definitely had some good/happy days but I also had some mad/sad days. I found out I have a fear of death. I started reading the Bible and realized that this world is curopted. Which is sad to me. I learned a lot and also set some ground rules for myself. My summer was good but I had off days.